The next night, I made popcorn in just my tank top and panties while he sat at the kitchen table. I pretended it was totally normal, back arched slightly, feeling the air on my thighs when the fabric was riding up as I reached for the salt. He stayed sitting at the table, silent, pretending to read his book. But I could feel his eyes on my ass.
And I liked it.
It’s difficult to explain, but something about teasing him in our shared space, even just a little, knowing how hard he was trying to be respectful, and knowing how much he wanted to look, and knowing how much it made him squirm with embarrassment, made me feel powerful. Sure, I’d had partners before, but this was something different. This was something unique and fun and naughty and…
…maybe it was all in my head. Maybe I was acting slutty while he rolled his eyes behind my back. I could imagine him on the phone to his buddies; Yeah, the apartment is cheap, but my roommate is such a whore. She thinks she’s so hot, but it’s just desperate. The thought filled me with dread and revulsion, and lying in bed at night, filled with self-doubt, I decided I needed to stop.
A few days later, I changed my mind.
He’d gone out to collect our food order from a nearby restaurant and left his bedroom door open. I was on my way past when I caught a glimpse of his laptop, open on his desk, the page on the screen looking suspiciously like the website I had been using right before he had seen me topless.
I hesitated by his doorway. I knew I shouldn’t peek. It wasn’t my business. In fact, going any further would be a huge invasion of privacy, exactly the kind of thing that I would find morally reprehensible if it were someone else. What kind of roommate would I be if I did that?
No. That wasn’t me. At all.
These were the thoughts that ran through my head as I stepped softly into his room, tilting the screen of his laptop and leaning toward it. I read some of the video titles.
EDGED and DENIED by your huge-breasted friend
Teasing you with her perfect pussy!!!!
Submissive cock gets ruined orgasm (roommate edition)
I bit my lip. What the hell?
I couldn’t look away.
One of the thumbnails showed a woman lounging while a man knelt between her thighs, her hand gently grabbing his hair as she pushed his tongue deeper, his eyes closed in acceptance and submission. Another video showed a woman lying on her side and reading a book, her ass presented to the camera and slightly spread, as if she was ignoring the viewer. A third video showed a woman dressed in full business attire, huge breasts spilling out of her blouse as she knelt between a man’s legs, her mouth gently kissing the head of his cock, her expression playful, almost mocking, like she knew exactly how much control she had.
Damn.
My heart was racing again, a mixture of shock, embarrassment, excitement, and something harder to name. Yearning? Longing? Hmm. Not quite. It was kinda like those emotions, but it was tinged with sadness and irritation, too.
Oh shit.
I was jealous.
Girls who teased; girls who denied; girls who smiled sweetly while doing not-so-sweet things. I wanted to be like those women; slutty and unashamed and powerful and free.
I swallowed, trying to drag my eyes away from the screen, but all I could think, standing in his room with the faint scent of his cologne clinging to the air, was what it would feel like to grab his hair and push his tongue deeper inside me like the woman in the video.
No, I reminded myself. He’s your roommate. Stop being so weird. Just because he jacks it to porn it doesn’t mean he’s interested in–
And then I saw it; another tab opened in the same browser, the logo showing a blue circle with a white letter “F” in the middle. I took a quick, paranoid look back over my shoulder and slid the mouse into position, clicking the tab.
And there it was, nestled among the pages of porn.
My social media profile.
My stomach dropped. I returned the browser to the original tab and walked back to my room in a daze, completely forgetting what I had been heading to the kitchen for.
Somehow I've got the feeling Jason might left his laptop unlocked on purpose...
Not that I could blame him for this😂
Yummy...gets better and better 🔥